Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
What happened to you? What happened to us?
(I know I'm the one who changed. What the hell happened to me?)
I guess it's too late now to say I miss you. Sorry.
There used to be a time when I told you everything through whispered embraces. I guess I didn't fight hard enough to keep that. To keep you.
And circumstances being what they are, I can no longer call you my boy.
Seeing you again brings it all back. Back to the days we were close.
(Do you remember?)
We were so close. But we were so young. So, so young.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Everyone has so much pain. It hurts me.
Do you know that? Do you have any idea how much I care for you?
You're my friend. And I'm so useless I can't even talk to you. I don't know how. Yet I feel like on some level we understand each other. It's an unspoken connection (except I'm not sure if you feel it too).
I just wish I could help you more.
(but maybe I need to help myself first)