A silent need

So there's a silent need, a want, a hope in all of us. But sometimes we don't know it until we lose what we didn't know could be lost. Then comes the heartbreak, reflection, the broken playbacks. We pour over everything wondering what could be different? Searching ourselves, we may come to some drawn out conclusion. Ultimately self-blame. Self-hate.

Then realisation dawns. We feel so alone. Stuck in this hole, darkness, mist. There's the yearning. Wishing it were different. Random venting. We need to get it out.

I think it helps to have someone there, reading you. Knowing they're there. Even if there isn't complete understanding, there is vibe.